Searching for yourself

Searching for yourself isn't so hard if you consider the journey the destination. Right now there's a mental block up somewhere in my noggin keeping me from extending past the barriers and falling off some snowy cliff into wandering thought. This is keeping me from freaking out (about nothing) but it's weird to feel as though my mind means to go somewhere further than it's going but isn't able to. Hard to describe.

I've got to *do* without judgement which I think is probably a little easier to do when you know what you're doing. At the moment I feel as though I am in break-out phase. But breaking out of what? And into what? At least one of these questions should be touched upon in order to give me some semblance of direction. Otherwise what am I doing? Bursting in and back briefly like a solar flare. Electrons in close orbit. Where do I want to go? How far do I extend?